I just don't enjoy it anymore.
Can honestly say I have only enjoyed about 4 games this year. None at all since January.
I have also realised I am a negative supporter and other than money, contribute nothing to the cause.
I feel like one of the characters in 'The guns of Navarone'- ?? think it was David Niven?? - who asked to be left behind on the expedition because he realised his injuries were holding back progress.
I have lost the love.