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Do not flee, both of you from who you are, rather celebrate it. Do not deny being cretinous, uneducated, moronic, childlike, fatuous, embarrasing, in denial, displaying mock sorrow, injurious dealing, impudence, monstrous, idiotical constructs, pretending to be christian, base dealing, terrible, bullies, an english saint, hoping to get burnt at the stake.
Admit your failings, do not cement them in.
Feel the feelings of the above, however terrible they are, and in so doing defeat them.
Shed a skin, allow the birth of knowledge, wisdom, and maybe then you will know you are not as dumb as you think. Or i think.
For denial is the block to everything, and doubles your problems.
Be reborn, that everyday is a joy, not a minefield.
You will not be able to do this chalky, you were holed below the line at an early age, i am making you aware of a world you will never know, valhalla is not for you, your fate are the red hot coals of hell.
Stoked not by the devil, but by you. For eternity. Think of it like this, can a watch, that has stopped fix itself?
No. All the people who have tried to help you in this life have been abused, indeed you saw them as evil. As mentioned above.....you are not nice. Can you guess my problem, ?, yes its that, i should let you cook in your own sh it and walk away. I am a serial fixer.
And this is my contribution to the Cambridge City cause, .......there is a german game where you stick a bit of paper with writing on it on someones forehead and the person has to guess what it says.
And on the city managers forehead someone should stick.....your fired on it. It wont take long for him to guess.
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I doubt that I’m going to heaven Frank and I’m okay with that but the trouble is that if I’m not getting into heaven then I’m going the opposite way,I could have been better in this life than I have been so there’s probably a points deduction next to my name on St. Peter’s list,I’ve fallen by the wayside far to many times for it to be overlooked and I’m more akin to Thomas than I’ve ever been to myself or God