I had to look up what you were referring to.
Still paranoid and disillusion I see.
On a serious note, mental illness is receiving a lot of focus, so there is help out there.
try https://www.samh.org.uk/ for some support
Brentford site - 7.6 Acres
Broadford Site - 9.14 Acres
(Pittodrie - 13.7 Acres)