As you get significantly closer to the end than the beginning, John, it becomes increasingly difficult, for obvious reasons, to be so rational and not want to believe in something beyond here (however unprovable it is, scientifically.) It will be interesting to see how your thoughts evolve as you age...
I'm still with your rational view - but it doesn't stop me envying (and, to some extent, admiring) those who have the certainty of a faith.