Its time you sought a broader understanding of all there is, Brians or yours.

You are stuck in the past. Life is not meant to be easy, that whatever challenges you have and overcome, new ones emerge, that you as a person must evolve, and become who you are, whatever that means.

The outside world is just the canvass, and you decide what you paint. All you know is wrong.

For instance, you being a county fan, that county will never win the prem, or the FA cup, you will pootle around in the lower leagues for the duration.

You have much in common with Tottenham, Aston Villa, Sunderland, Sheffield Wedneday, Everton, any big club in fact.

They will NEVER win the prem either, add the championship to that list, these mega clubs, and little clubs like yours have no chance.

The fans of those clubs have a shared delusion, that consciously or unconsciously, they think they can win the prem, the euro cups, become no1.

No.

In astronomy, they now think that this universe has a predecessor, another universe before this one, that we are free to explore the cosmos, go as far as we can, explore eternity.

Not in football, corporate greed will exclude you, Notts County, United, and most. It is a scam, a closed shop, criminal, fair play not wanted, you are in a fish bowl.

While the owners of the elite count their takings, and fix there dominance. Will you, like jesus, over turn their tables? No.

What you can do is stop going, not pay to watch a dead end, that even if you win div 4, at some point, the ultimate prize will elude you.

You are wasting your time, no one cares. Tell me pray, what cambridge fans give a stuff about county? While you stagger to your grave with a cane or walking stick, stuck, going under, sedentary, playing the old tunes, chasing futility.

What is not futile? Do you know?