In the distant past, when i gave a wotsit, Cambridge playing Ramsgate at home in the southern league, in the 50s and 60s, and losing, was like walking into the house, and finding someone dead.
Or turning on the news to have Kenneth Kendall announcing that the Russians had landed on Clacton beach. That of course was unnescessary as the Russians are already here in the guise of the Labour party.
When an obviously inferior team comes to Brunton Park, and wins, its time to write letters to those responsible.
Your pain is unbearable, especially when fame and fortune in the shape of div 1 is in sight. If you lose to Harrogate, who else will you lose too, are you not as good as you thougfht? will it happen again, will you fall to midtable, is Simpson over hyped?, is relegation not far off?
Catastrophe in all its forms is coming, relegation, bankruptcy, flood, deep deep depression, black clouds, hopelessness.
Considering your geographical location..........the rain.......£ 0, net worth, the atlantic lapping at your feet, no money, gad.