If it had been available I would have watched it and give up work for the afternoon. But Holy Fruck what a frame of mind I would have been in after. From time to time I even log on in a local pub where 'outsiders' can watch, and yesterday would have been just another embarrassment.

I will watch next week, I will pay. But have a full week ahead of making my own decisions so I reach the weekend in a positive frame of mind.