There you go Chalky, defeating yourself before you start, saying you will be bottom in everything. Your potentialities are unknown, because you havent tried. One of the breakthroughs for me at poker is to think yes i can win, and i do, success follows a positive attitude.

You probably defeat yourself in all aspects of life, what do you feel confident at? What makes you feel good about yourself? Whatever it is, that can grow, all it needs is for you to want to do it. As far something as small as predictocomp is concerned, i WILL finish above you, no problem. When i am up against a good poker player, i will find a way. If you dont challenge yourself, life is endless failure.

There are countless self improvement videos on youtube, find one that feels right and do it. Your mind is a computer, you can re write the programme. From failure to success. I know, ive done it, i can show you my poker stats if you want.