I was fine whilst I was on furlough SB , summertime , full money and plenty to keep me busy .
Since I went back I'm struggling mentally with it , tha restricted by definition when tha at wurk and weekends when tha off nar .
I know I'm lucky and I'm not one of the 41k poor buggas or lost my livelihood and I feel guilty for feeling down .
Just an existence is this , even football aint the same bart fans , pubs and going art is risky for me , freetened to deeth of passing owt on to grand bairn .
Got to keep going though and not let it get top side of me .




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