Not just you OTR, my son and I are much the same.
But, as rA says, the lack of communication (as per usual these days!) doesn't help.
However, I hope that TTR is right and that spark will return once the s**t finally stops hitting the fan. Personally, I ain't worried which league we are in so long as there is a DCFC, we have a settled ownership and PP is, hopefully, ours again! Then perhaps we can talk about the football and not 'Mel v the EFL'.................he says with a deep sigh!