Putting out Liverpool and Chelsea and losing to Cardiff City in the semi final is a monkey on my back I've never got rid of .

In many ways we got the wrong draw and I so wish we'd preserved our underdog status and drawn Portsmouth or WBA .

Just to see us walk out at Wembley in an FA cup final would have completed me as as Tyke .

It was the most disappointing day for me personally that day in 2008 .

We'd never get a better opportunity and I came away from Wembley knowing it .

I was gutted in the 2000 Play Off final against Ipswich but at least we'd had a season in the PL .

That semi final against Cardiff was gut wrenching .

They were hardly any better than us on the day .