How amazing is that?, madam spent well before xmas till yesterday with her daughter in Tenerife i had the time of my life. I know your thinking i had gals in and out constantly, i did not, i spent it on my tod and enjoyed it enormously.

To have to take another person into consideration, please them, change yourself, is absent. Total freedom, i can do owt, when i want to.

Introverts like us are a bit more evolved i reckon, extroverts need other people to recharge, introverts recharge by being alone, and im recharged, being with others drains me. Thats interesting that you do not have a voice in your head, i do, as well as pictures. Being alone means i can think anything i want, not have to think owt else, amazing.

Being alone means things come to the surface, things hidden become unhidden, a new understanding comes forth, things bothering you can be thought through, the subconscious which is 90 percent begins to speak. Hello to myself.

I now know why people go on retreats go into manasteries, in many ways being with people is a hindrance, thinking, being alone is like cocaine, day dreaming goes through the roof. Not that i know what cocaine is like.

I want more. Society tells you being alone is wrong, harmful, what a load of bonnallacks. Lonely,? do me a favor. I concur, its brilliant.