Ive explained it before, here we go again.

If you have a girlfriend that you care about, love, and she cheats, lies, etc and carries on like nothing happened, then the ordinary thing to do is walk away. I had the oppurtunity to do more, that is actively call these counts counts, so i am.

True detachment is indifference, i posses that, but i also have what Carl Jung described as a dark side, the shadow.

My shadow in this case is to express anger, a sense of im going to do you if i can, and i will, because you did it to me while trying to hide it. Make of that what you will, but this happens in most things when things go wrong and im a victim.....in arnies way....i will be back.

I will be happy if United ceased to exist, and if i could press a button to make it happen, i would, id push it a thousand times, jump on it, keep my finger on it.

How would that make me feel? ......justice had been done.