Why are you talking to yourself?
As you have raised the subject Multi-Python, unlike you, IBS, etc , (fill in multi name as appropriate) I'm not a religious bigot, so as far as I am concernerned you can follow any religious belief that you like ( even though it's all superstitious nonsense)
Mike, who mentioned religious belief? Quite a few of us in OD find the idea of a God absurd. But I love a crepuscular crypt with the sound of chant and the smell of incense. You should try it - it might help you loosen up.