Great words Exiled. Yes, writing seems to be my only comfort at the minute. I'm feeling all sorts of emotions as you mentioned but one thing that relates is thinking of the good times and I can honestly say I had nothing but good times, no matter how low he got, I do not think he realised how important he was to all that were around him. He was a lively cheeky fun guy to be with, down the Villa, at Work, Holidaying in the med or just drinking down the local, I guess I was lucky because I never witnessed his dark times so memories are good. When we can, we are all going to go out for many beers to celebrate his life. RIP Andy HEITS..