Frustrated doesn't even describe it
I've tried to get my head around this season. I've been objective, subjective, given players leeway, been harsh, sad, happy etc etc just like everybody else on here.
Regardless of the opinion, everybody is thinking the same thing, but the unthinkable is now almost a reality. I care, you care, most fans care. That's why we get a mixture of emotions and comments ( a minority of which are probably a bit too out of order) on here. I say that in reference to vitriolic comments and things that are personal towards staff and players, which I don't think are acceptable regardless of how pissed off you are. Nobody should be subjected to that, it doesn't matter how much you get paid or whatever your job is, it's not acceptable. That's a different thread though, so apologies for digressing.
Anyhow, We're all here for the same reason. We all love this club and just want a 'normal season', if that exists? . A season where it looks like we're not in trouble, without going through the process of having multiple managers and a plethora of off field problems. Thats all Notts County has felt like for ****ing ages......it's frustrating and quite frankly ****ing boring. Just give us somet. We've been in the crap for years. I don't want successive promotions in 3 years, I just want us to be respectable, solid and REALISTIC! FFS!!! Most other clubs seem to manage being ok, its not ****ing rocket science . Sometimes it feels like we're cursed, "oh that's just Notts again".
Anyway. I've accepted that we need a bloody miracle on Satutrday, and do you know what, I don't care if we go down now, it might even be the making of this club. On the other hand, it could get worse and we
could be totally ****ed. Some people say, well, if you get relegated, at least it can't get any worse, but it can cos we're Notts. I'm rarely negative, but this season has just finished me off. I've been supporting Notts since I was 3 years old ,( I'm nearly 40 now) and can never remember such a pile of utter shyte of a season.
We deserve to go down, our goal difference is terrible , we're **** and we've got loads of stuff to sort out. Let's just accept that maybe, just maybe, this relegation could be the best thing that's happened to us in years.
Signing off, lost all hope. Sorry.