I fear we are totally doomed! I watched Spurs v Fulham this evening and the effort, resilience and fitness levels of the Fulham team highlighted to me how we are already down! Fulham had pace throughout the side, a desire to put a foot in and they didn’t fade as the game went on! I am at a point where I don’t get disappointed when we lose ( although it hurts me to say that ) as I don’t expect us to show up, put a proper shift in and give it our all ! Something is really really wrong when you don’t give everything you have got! I fear a drubbing at the Dingle’s on Saturday and it is weird that for the last 15 years in the build up to playing them I am on edge as I am desperate to beat them but this week I really cannot get up for it as I don’t think our boys will show up so why should I allow myself to have raised blood pressure worrying ! It worries me that I am not worrying if that makes sense!