This one is close to home for me.

I’m intending to retire around my 61st birthday later this year and it’s not easy for someone like me and with my personality.

It’s that word “control” Dubs.

You get so used to having it when you’re in my position that giving it up makes you feel impotent.

I keep having this recurring dream that I’m back at one of my old jobs where I was really successful and well thought of and I’m now back there and am now a lazy, useless, f u c k and I get the sack!

The mind and emotions are a very weird thing.