Quote Originally Posted by boingy View Post
Never had a sense of family. My mother I never knew due to the rejection at birth and then being on valium for the rest of her sad and short life due to schizophrenia. My dad got custody when I was 3 then shortly after left for a new life. He used to drop money off for my Grandparents and never ask to see me, where I was or anything. I was often only upstairs. I am now a complicated mixture of numb and over emotional.

Sorry to hear this Boingy but you sound as if you have worked miracles to move on especially being musically talented. Happy Christmas