I'd like to say that this is the first time that I've felt like the final game ending was 'being put out of my misery' however it's become the standard/norm as an NUFC fan.

I've never been so miserable or felt so negatively about the club since before Rafa came to toon.

The 5th place fluke was the only previous highlight.

Sadly these days the summer is sweet release from the misery of the league season.

Euros? I don't care about England in general. No NUFC players in the Squad managed my a crock nosed penalty balloning, big match choking, Smoggy C**T. Zero f**ks given, even less interest.

With this owner and this manager, I won't be here next season.

Just had enough, not in an angry way, just apathetic and know that I'm throwing away 90 mins of life every week on something that doesn't matter any more. My heart just sank as I typed that because it's the first time I have actually seen the words and admitted it to myself.

God bless bonnie lads and lasses